dead tired.
but thank God for that cup of coffee from my aunt.
haha. taste a bit bitter though.
did backstage for 1st service and
a mixture of both mics and instruments for 2nd service.
tiring man.
and fun too!
i've never did mics n instruments together on the same day before.
anyway, was rather happy today.
jus that at the end of the services and central meeting i was half dead.

Joanne Ang is my our new unit leader now.
no more winnie.
a bit sad.
but not very sad.
i think, there must be a time for people to part.
can't be together forever on earth.
so...... can't think of being together forever.
yup.
i can't believe joanne is so old.
my gdness.
haha.
i shall not reveal her age since women's age are secrets.
i was rather shocked wheni knew that joaanne is going to be my leader.
becuase she's a new appointed leader, that's y i was shock.
haha. ok. i think she's quite a fun loving person.
well... will get to know her more!
haha.
anyway, thank God for many things.
i see things in a different perspective now.
eventhough how i interpret things may not be the reason why
God allow certain things to happen, but at least my perspective make me
happier.
hehe...

oh man...
let me tell u.
CENTRAL SERVICE WAS SO GREAT!
Eventhough not everything was perfect,
everything was run by central people!!
haha.
most people are either from JC or high school.
and next time, service is going to be run by
people from 13-16 yrs old!!
haha
how cool is that man!
believe and it will be done!

is your skills more impt or the service more impt?

i changed my blog add again.
sorry people.
pls don't kill me.
haha. i'll still update this blog once in a while though.
if u want my new add, pls come and ask from me.
haha.

i see it now

it like, there's nothing for me to be happy about in my life.
i know there is
but what happened jus took the joy out of me.
sucks.
maybe i can't service God in my ministry before Os is over anymore.
maybe.
i jus hope things will change.
pray.
just pray.
and pray and pray
and pray and pray and pray.
(stupid rule of three)
looking at my family situation....
no good.
looking at my studies...
definitely no good.
looking at my grp's pastoral ministry...
no good either (by my stadards)
looking at sound ministry...
no good, it's falling for me.
but i still can thank God for somethings.
thank God for some hope left in my heart.
thank God for his listening ears.
thank God for his voice.
thank God for his comfort.
this is my time to put my joy in him but not in circumstances.
i wanna do jus that.
and let God smile.
:)

a little thing made me smile and almost laugh out loud today.


my gdness.
look at the red words.
"keep away from fire"
hahahahaha.
why would i want to put my shirt near the fire?
common sense tell us that it be will burnt.
duh.
hahahaha.
stupid labels.
well.... something that made me smile.

take me into your presence
into your courts
Lord i'm longing to worship

ok.
my mum scolded me.
she says i spend too much time in church.
and i didn't study.
yea, i think i spend wuite a lot of time on church stuff too.
but it's not true in saying that i didn't study.
honestly, i studied very hard for certain subjects.
crap.

everything seems to go upside down now.
really.
i don't know what to say.
not only my studies,
all other areas of my life just sucks already.
but today, as i reached home after ministry,
my mum actually didn't scold me.
haha. she jus say next tme don't come back so late
after she complained a little bit.
oh well, i think i should not go home so late the next time.
i just happen to felt tha actually God has been with me all these
time today. when i did my chinese compo, when i did my physics
work, when i daydream and when i rush from places to places,
God has been with me.
there's a great difference when i know God is with you and
when u don't.
no. one, u don't get the joy of realising God if with you.
no. two, you are going through the day without God.
no. three, you won't have God's power.
no. four, you won't communicate with God.
well.... if you don't understand cos i didn't elaborate,
can ask me if u want how i think.
thank God for being with me.

oh well.
i'm going into intensive study from now on.
my results really cannot make it.
heartbroken man.

you give and take away
you give and take away
my heart will choose to say blessed be your name

x

amelia koh.
amelia tay.
chen xiang.
christabel.
joseph lin.
joyce.
mila.
nicole.
nicolina.
p.s glenn.
puiwah.
sandy.
shiyou.
weiling.
winnie.


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